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Life...its something. I haven't been on here in ages. I lost the love of my life about 6 years ago and honestly I think about him often. I've been in a relationship for almost 5 years now I love him but the verbal abuse isn't great. We have a child together but that's not what is keeping me with him. I love him but sometimes I wonder. My depression is not gotten any better. I just want to be happy in life, some days I am and others not so much. I just don't know what I want. I feel like a failure in life but I want what's best for my daughter and that is all that matters. I made myself feel like shit so I'm getting off here. Maybe I'll be back on in two more years with better news but until then....